Moving Along

I have a really sad story to tell.

I don’t really get along with my teammates but when I do I really love them. I really do try and love my teammates but I have a hard time doing that. My crew friends are cool people and they can relate to things I say and do but they get so annoyed and frustrated with me and I don’t understand. It’s usually me who’s annoyed and frustrated but being on the other end of the stick, I’ve experienced something new and different and it’s really hard to grasp it.

My best friend is on my crew team and I’m really grateful she is but she’s always surrounding herself around people who I know think I’m super annoying and crap like that. But to be honest, I don’t even know why because I do nothing to them. I don’t even talk to most of them on a regular basis. This regionals really showed me that and to be honest, I’m glad season is over and I’m glad there is gonna be a long break between now and fall season where I’ll be able to make new relationships and new friends.
It’s a real problem I’ve been struggling with.